What on earth were they talking about?
Unable to help herself, she asked herself again, but once again she felt very useless.
She clearly said she wanted to give up, she clearly said she wanted to give up, but just because of this, her heart ached so much that she couldn't do anything but stay in the room and hate herself.
She stopped in annoyance, closed her eyes, and shouted, "Qi Lanqiu, don't think about it anymore!"
"Stop thinking about what?"
The sudden question startled her, and she quickly opened her eyes and found that it was Feng Jingtian who had entered the room whom she had longed for, and her heart was beating wildly.
"How could you enter my room?" She actually wanted to ask him what he and his sister were talking about outside, but she couldn't.
After closing the door, he sauntered towards her, not stopping along the way, forcing her to step back until her legs hit the edge of the bed and almost fell. Then he grabbed her waist, protected her and sat down, saying hoarsely: "We are husband and wife, of course we have to sleep together."
Sleep, sleep together?
Gui Lanqiu's cheeks turned red and she stuttered, "I, we are obviously no longer husband and wife..."
Hearing this, a flash of guilt and regret flashed in Feng Jingtian's eyes."I know, but Zi Yan and the others don't know. If you kick me out of the room now, I'm sure she will rush in and question you."
She was immediately speechless and asked shyly: "So, so you...really want to sleep here tonight?"
"Of course!" He nodded, sniffing her fragrance after bathing with satisfaction, "First of all, I have no intention of laying the floor."
How could he miss this great opportunity to hug her to sleep.
But Qi Lanqiu misunderstood what he meant and nodded reasonable."This is your room. Of course you sleep on the bed. I will sleep on the couch and I will never disturb you..."
Before she could finish her words, her body was hugged tightly by him. The force was so strong that it seemed like he was going to rub her into her bones and blood. The next moment, he leaned forward to suck her pink little mouth.
Their lips and tongues were intertwined, and his kiss seemed to suck out all her breath. It was so wild, hot, and lingering for a long time, until she really couldn't bear it anymore and lightly beat his chest with her pink fist. Then he reluctantly let her go, nestled in her neck, and said hoarsely: "Lan Qiu, I'm sorry."
It took a while for Qi Lanqiu, who was panting heavily, to catch his breath, and said in the same hoarse voice: "I said I won't take it to heart."
She thought Feng Jingtian was still feeling guilty for hurting her.
"No..." He shook his head, held up her head, and stared at her affectionately, "I'm not apologizing for that."
His gaze made her heart skip a beat, and she couldn't help but ask, "Then... why are you apologizing?"
He wants to tell her that the person he loves is still Zi Yan, so he can't do what he said before to make up for it and make her happy, right?
Her beautiful eyes dimmed suddenly. Although she had never thought that he would love her, his behavior these days was easily misunderstood.
His hug, his tenderness, his thoughtfulness, and his kiss, no matter what, made her addicted. Knowing that all this was just because of his guilt, she still couldn't help but have thoughts and extravagant hopes...
Now, when she wakes up from the dream, she just feels heartbroken again. It doesn't matter if this is the case, or if he can cut off her desire earlier, it would be really... good.
Her eyes were slightly red. Although she tried hard to hold back the tears in her eyes, she still couldn't. Transparent tears fell down her cheeks one by one.
Seeing her burst into tears, Feng Jingtian's heart suddenly shrank. He hugged her tighter nervously and kept saying, "Don't cry, don't cry. It's my fault. Everything is my fault. It's because I'm too slow that I can't see my own feelings clearly. Please don't cry..."
His comfort was useless, her tears only became more and more fierce, even soaking his clothes.
He was going crazy. Every time she shed a tear, his heart felt like being pricked by needles countless times. He was so confused that he didn't know how to stop the broken pearl tears.
In the end, he could only kiss her lips again, kissing away the tears that made him heartache, and said in a hissing voice: "Lan Qiu, I know I don't deserve to love you, but I hope you can give me another chance. I will never make you cry again."
I won’t make you sad anymore, please stop crying..."
Guan Lanqiu, who was crying so hard that she couldn't help herself, really stopped crying when she heard this, raised her beautiful tearful eyes, and looked at him in shock."W-what did you just say?"
Did she hear it wrong?Or is this actually just a dream?How could he...
Feng Jingtian finally breathed a sigh of relief, hugged her tightly and hissed, "I love you."
These three words slammed into Guan Lanqiu's chest, causing the broken and painful heart to beat wildly again.
Is this true?Did she really hear that right?He said...he loves her?
Staring deeply into her disbelieving eyes, he said softly: "I'm sorry, because of my stupidity, I have made you sad for so many years and made you miss so much time with me..."
He told her the conversation with Sui Ziyan tonight in a mute voice, confessing to her his slowness and stupidity. After going around in such a big circle, he realized that the person he loved had always been her.
After hearing his confession, tears fell from Guan Lanqiu's eyes again, and they fell faster and more fiercely than last time.
"Why are you crying again?" Feng Jingtian hurriedly wiped away the tears that kept falling from her eyes, and said gently but domineeringly: "Don't cry. I know it's my fault. You've suffered so much. I can accept it if you blame me or make me angry. Even if you want to hit me or scold me, don't think about leaving me. I'm bound to you for the rest of your life, you know?"
Hearing this, although she felt a burst of sweetness, her tears kept falling and she couldn't stop them.
She didn't respond and just kept crying, which made him unable to do anything. He had no choice but to repeat his old trick, kissing away her tears one by one and whispering: "It doesn't matter if you don't agree. I tell you the truth, Zi Yan already knows everything, and I also promised her that I will love you well and will never make you sad again."
Hearing that her sister actually knew about her divorce, Guan Lanqiu finally stopped crying and looked at him with widened beautiful eyes, "Zi Yan...knows?"
Feng Jingtian nodded, "She knows, and she also threatened me. If I dare to let you down this time, she will chase me to the ends of the earth and cut me into pieces and throw me into the sea to feed the fish. In order to save my little life, are you willing to agree to be my wife, Feng Jingtian, again, and never be separated for the rest of our lives?"
The affection in his eyes was so deep and sincere. The scene she never dared to dream about was now happening before her eyes. She had been looking forward to it for so long and waited so hard. How could she refuse?
With tears of joy in her eyes, she hugged him back tightly and choked out: "I do, I want to be your wife, grow old with you and spend the rest of my life..."
After getting her promise, Feng Jingtian was overjoyed. His high heart finally dropped. He could no longer hold back his desire and kissed her deeply."Lan Qiu...I love you."
Qi Lanqiu was immersed in emotion. She could finally hug him and respond to him without any scruples. She didn't have to wonder who he was thinking about while holding her. This made her feel hot and she kissed him back shyly.
After the passion, Guan Lanqiu panted and could only cling to him softly, too tired to move anymore.
After a night of lustful pleasure and the earlier lovemaking, Feng Jingtian finally felt satisfied. He played with her black hair and asked in a low voice, "Are you tired?"
She blushed and nodded lightly.
He knew the taste, and wanted her again and again. Every time she begged for mercy, he would coax and trick her, forcing her to fall into the sea of desire with him. After a night, she was not only tired, she was paralyzed from exhaustion, and her legs were so sore that she could hardly get out of bed.
Feng Jingtian kissed her forehead tenderly, "I was too indulgent. I will control myself next time."
Although he said this, he knew that it was difficult to restrain his desire for her. If it were not for her body, he would actually want her again.
"Yeah." She nodded shyly.
That shy look made Feng Jingtian's eyes darken, and he felt the desire underneath him was about to stir again, so he had to quickly divert his attention.
"I plan to take you back to Sui's house in the next few days and tell my father-in-law what happened between us these days."