Looking at her, Saito Hideki finally explained the cause and effect of the incident in a concise manner, which was much simpler and shorter than telling a fairy tale.

Wu Dongmo’s tears never stopped...

So that’s it, it turns out.

The fresh scent of matcha soap on his body, he always likes to call her by her first name, he knows that she likes to eat spicy food when she is in a bad mood, and she likes to drink lemon juice when eating spicy food. He is very skilled in martial arts and has extraordinary martial arts. When necessary, he can immediately pretend that he is Qian Yu, and the transformation becomes so natural... Everything has a reasonable explanation.Because he was Asayu in Taiwan, she thought she loved Asaha, but it turned out that he was not Asaha at all, but Saito Hideki.

He was good to her, cared about her, and took care of her because he felt guilty because he abandoned her who loved him and gave her to his brother as his wife.

He doesn't love her.

Don't love her at all.

The purpose of getting close to her is to deceive her feelings and make her fall in love with him stupidly and crazily, and then marry his twin brother Qian Yu.

"My brother also loves me very much. He will do anything for me..."

She recalled what he said when he introduced himself on Yangming Mountain a long time ago.

It turned out that the brother he was talking about at that time was himself.

Yes, he would do anything for his brother, but she was nothing to him!

He turned her into a fool, a fool, a wretch that he easily threw away.Just because she was kind and easy to deceive, he lied to her. Just because she was brave and strong, so he abandoned her without thinking at all. He planned to lie to her for the rest of her life and make her love other men for the rest of her life, completely treating her as a fool!

How can she forgive him?

The thought of the man she loved with all her heart trampling on her heart, her people, and her life made her so painful that she could hardly breathe...

From the beginning to the end, Saito Hideki never let go of her hand, watching her face burst into tears, watching her crying so hard, watching her almost painful sobs stuck in her throat, he held her fingertips tighter and tighter.

"Cry it out, don't hold it in, it's okay to cry out loud." He pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly."It's all my fault. It doesn't matter if you hit me or scold me. I'm sorry. I'm a bad guy. You should hate me and hate me. But please forgive me, okay? I have no choice but to do it."

He wouldn't be willing to deceive her if he didn't have to.

If he wasn't afraid that she would be as hurt as she was now if she knew about his deception, why would he bother to hide it?

He felt guilty, distressed, and pitiful towards her. Even though he knew that she must be heartbroken and hated him at this moment, compared to the days before, when he could only watch her silently and worried that her smile was getting less and less, it was a blessing for him to be able to hold her like this now.

At least, he can protect her personally without having to rely on others.

At least, he can love her and love her without letting anyone hurt her again...

Although, he seemed to be the one who hurt her the most.

Thinking about it, his heart ached a little...

He once thought that his heart was ruthless, cold and hard enough that he would not let anyone into his heart easily, but this woman stepped in without knowing when and where. She was so careless, but it was deeply imprinted in his heart.

Did it start with that kiss on Yangming Mountain?

Or did it start with her strong figure kneeling under the thousand-year-old plum tree for him?

Or maybe he saw her getting sick for him and getting to the root of the disease, but she didn't take care of her body. She often thought about taking care of him as his "uncle", brought him soup and water, and insisted on applying medicine for him?

Regardless of his identity as Asaba or Hideki, she has done so many things for him, but he can't do anything for her. This makes him so painful and depressed that he almost suffers from internal injuries...

Doesn't he feel pain?

It hurts.It hurts.

Just pretend it doesn't happen...

Because only in this way can he live well with her under the same roof, treating her as a younger brother and sister, not his woman.

"Let me go, Hideki Saito." Wu Dongmo said quietly.

I don't want to cry in front of him. If possible, I don't even want to shed tears in front of him. It looks too pitiful and spineless.She should obviously yell at him and even punch him a few times, so why should she cry pitifully in front of him?

She doesn't want him to pity her...

She doesn't want sympathy or guilt!

"Marry me, Wu Dongmo, and let everything return to the original point." He leaned his head against hers and said softly, staring into her tearful eyes.

Hearing this, she smiled, and the faint smile on her lips turned into a big smile on her face, but tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Marry you?" She laughed out loud until she burst into tears."What kind of joke are you talking about? Saito Hideki, what do you think I am? Is it a chess piece in your hands? Take it out when you want it, and throw it aside when you don't want it, just to see how your eldest young master feels?"

"That's not the case..."

"What's that? You're not going to tell me that you want to marry me because you love me, right? It's not enough to lie to me once, you have to lie to me again?"

He said it was possible that he really fell in love with her, but she wouldn't believe it, would she?

But he knew she loved him and always had.

"I really want to marry you and give you my love for the rest of my life."

"I don't care."

"Dancing at the end of winter..."

"Let me go."

"I know you love me, love me very much, don't be angry, okay? You can spend your whole life hating me and torturing me, but I really want to marry you, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life..."

"I will not marry you, Saito Hideki." Her smile was filled with tears."At least I will never marry you in this life, because I will never forgive you in my life! I hate you, I hate you so much, I hate you so much! I wish you could disappear from my eyes and never have to see you again."

Saito Hideki's heart throbbed violently, and he stared at her eyes with a flash of sadness.

He finally let go of his arms around her and stood up from the bed."You are in good health. Take more rest these days and eat more to replenish your health. I will come see you again."

After saying that, he turned to leave.

"Wait a minute!" she called to him.

He turned around and saw Wu Dongmo reaching out to take off the love necklace from her neck, raising her hand and throwing it out of the window——

"You have been lying to me from beginning to end. This chain must not have been really left by your mother to her daughter-in-law. Your only connection with me is gone now," she said decisively.

This means that she gave up his love.No, he gave up her love for him, not wanting to have even the slightest bit of reluctance.

"Have a good rest." After saying this, Saito Hideki turned around and left.

When he left, she hid in the quilt and cried loudly. The cries came out one after another, and even the cherry blossoms on the tree seemed to fall sadly.

Zi'er, who had brought food, saw the eldest young master Hideki Saito not far from the door. When she was about to greet her and salute, he made a silent gesture with her.

Just let her cry as much as she wants.

Even if her crying hurt his heart, he deserved it.

Chapter 11(2)

Saito Qianyu came to visit her. He was still smiling when the girl walked in the door. As soon as the girl left and the door was closed, he knelt on the ground without saying anything.

Wu Dongmo looked at him faintly, her eyes swollen from crying could only open a thin slit, and it hurt even to look at people. She must be extremely ugly now, and she didn't want to see anyone at all.

Thinking about it, she turned away and closed her eyes gently.

"At the end of winter, it's all my fault. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, just forgive me. If it weren't for saving me, with my brother's personality, he would never have done such a thing... My brother has always cared about you. From the moment I woke up, he has been telling me to be good to you and don't make him feel more guilty about you... It's my fault. If I hadn't done something to hurt you, you wouldn't have noticed..."

"That's enough, stop talking and get out." The voice was rough and unpleasant, and even she couldn't help but frown after hearing it.

"At the end of winter, I will kneel until you are willing to forgive my brother."

Wu Dong late sighed when he heard the words."If you want to kneel, kneel outside. I don't want to see anyone from the Saito family, including you."

Saito Qianyu looked at her seriously and whispered: "I originally wanted to kneel outside, but I was just afraid that others would gossip and make random guesses. We have just changed a group of servants, so it is rare to be quiet..."