People always need a reason to live. Just because you don't think about it doesn't mean you don't need it.

"Who are you?" In the endless abyss, Enel stood on the water that could not be seen to the edge. The water surface had no ripples at all, like a flawless mirror, but her heart was not calm, because it was speaking in a questioning tone.

"Why are you alive?"

"Do you have any relatives?"

"What's the point of living for you?"

"You..."

"That's enough!" Enel's face gradually distorted under the repeated exposure, her fingers clenched into fists, and finally she completely exploded, "Stop talking anymore."

"Who are you?"

"Why are you alive?"

…

As a result, those sounds not only did not disappear, but echoed louder and faster, doubling again and again, constantly stimulating Enel's ears and soul.

"I am Enel! I am a noble." Enel kept answering, but apart from these two, she could not find the actual answer at all. For example, why is she alive, and what is the meaning of her life?

Her name is Enel, but apart from this name, she has no past at all, so there is a blank in her brain, or there is no reason to be found in the vast whiteness. As for the future, hum! Does a future that doesn’t even have a past really exist?

"I..." Enel was tired of shouting, and suddenly stopped, covering her ears, and stood quietly, because at this time, her heart was talking again, and it was different from before.

"Actually, you are nothing!"

"You have no relatives or friends."

"You shouldn't even exist!"

"You'd better disappear."

"You..."

"I..." After hearing the answer several times, Enel released her hands covering her ears, "Am I really nothing? If so, then why do I exist, why am I here? Why..."